Stuck

Wait...before I begin I must say that I know my life is very blessed and considering other things that people go through or lose, my tales really don't amount to a hill of beans, but since this is my blog that I hope to look back in the years to come I feel the need to include this. If nothing else then to have this blog entry to serve as a reminder for me to give all the glory to my Lord. So moving forward  -------->
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Stuck, stuck, stuck - that's how I feel. Sometimes in life, my life anyway, I long for change, the chance to move forward, to gain some new ground, to explore new avenues, to GROW!

For pity sake, I feel like I have been trying to acomplish the "grow" task for almost a year and a half....make that more like three or so years. In every situation and surrounding of life I think it is healthy for people to explore new things whether that be professionally, in your surroundings, and with your family. All in positive ways of course. I am not advocating for people to quit their jobs, abandon their family, or any thing of the like, but rather taking the time to try and improve your life and the life of those you love. That has been my quest anyway.

Some day I will find a career that is the perfect for me, a home to stretch out in, and the chance to grow the size of my family.....but, but, but it is just taking sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo long to get there. Did I mention it is taking a while?

I know God has a plan for each and every one of us (see Jeremiah 29:11), but in my mind I am saying "get on with it will You?". I am not an eleventh hour type gal. I like to have the task at hand completed and off my spiritual desk let's say around the third hour - none of this waiting to the last minute business. Not the plan, I know!

Anyway, so I am shall we say, stuck in my own time line - waiting, waiting, waiting.